wound

I'm down again.
Let's hope it's just for a while.
Nothing lasting.
It's supposed to be looking up.
Well.

*You know, actually, I think you're the only one ever to come here. Message me about any songs you want. I'll upload willingly.

getting it wrong

i need to start writing again.
songs lyrics tunes ryhthm.
its a good feeling somehow.
before it all goes down.

8

when the first bullet was shot.
spiral cuts.
why don't we share our solitude.
when the windows fall the pane goes away.
pristine.
secretly dead.
yvette.
P.A.

symmetry

somehow, i can't design anymore.
and i liked it actually.

When the first bullet was shot

reading in excess, into everyone.
help that no one needs, safe beyond your creed,
in hearts bleak.

fighting everyone, hope will never come.
love that comes undone, attention that you want,
last in line.

and the bullets will find you.
hiding in your skin.
wary of his words.
fragile as you are.

*now to find a tune to these words

When the first bullet was shot

I have this whole bunch of new songs to listen to.
But somehow I don't feel like venturing into them.

Realized that I get easily disheartened.
Especially by her. Of late.

I was happy today.
Somehow now I'm not.

Maybe I'm just tired.
No, I don't think so.

How can you be sure

Seen all good things and bad
Running down the hill
All so
Battered and
Brought to the ground
I am hungry again
I am drunk again
With all the money I owe to my friends
When i'm like this how can you be smiling
Saying
How can you be sure?
How can you be sure?
If you walk out the door
Will I see you again?
If so much of me lies in your eyes
I am hungry again
I am drunk again
With all the money I owe to my friends
When I'm like this how can you be smiling
saying
how can you be sure?
(I don't want you anymore)
How can you be sure?
(I don't want you anymore)
How can you be sure?
(I don't want you anymore)
How can you be sure?
I don't want you
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you
I don't want you anymore