The Juliana Theory
Isiah 57 : The righteous pass away; the godly often die before their time. And no one seems to care or wonder why. No one seems to understand that God is protecting them from the evil to come. For the godly who die will rest in peace.
I'm sorry. For your loss, for all that I've done.
Ideology
Just had a sudden thought.
There are seldom gigs that uphold/support certain values or ideas.
Even if so, like maybe this epilepsy gig we played before,
the bands themselves aren't into the cause.
Sorry if I'm sounding political which I'm not trying to,
but it would be fun to play for a cause. Something you believe in.
I mean, most people say they play because they want to express themselves,
because they believe in their music and not what people think about it.
Why not take it one step further?
Tuesday: Calm
Normalcy in life
No desire to be distinct.
No longing for changes.
Idyllic routines.
Books, music, companionship.
Relaxed, unhurried, uninterrupted.
Time stops.
The heavens stop.
Peace, tranquil, serenity.
Live for the now.
Yvette
And I turned away from her.
I simply could not,
let her see the flood/abundance/torrent of tears.
She,
seemed to understand.
Did not leave me,
in anger/despair/sadness.
But enveloped/embraced me,
my back still to her.
And felt the pain/despondency that ran through me,
rather than see it fall from my face.
Secretly Dead
In your lies, everything all at a time.
Everyone living in lies.
Somethings will never wash away, would you go back?
Your voices rest on windowsills.
Somewhere I'm not, in your mind.
That I am fake.
Pristine
Try as I might.
I can never see things in your perspective.
Your picture of me. The person you see me as.
The way you describe me.
The things you remember me for.
The feelings you associate with me.
If you do at all.
My fault entirely.
Really.
Tainted Skein
The poison.
The poison thats in your mind.
That you found, that you took.
The poison.
The poison slowly killing.
That you accept, that you love.
That it might be from his point of view.
That nothing would be in doubt.
Hide behind a veil, nothing in secrecy.
Your perceived fallacy of youth.
And I would conceal no disgust,
at your indoctrinating ways.
Twisting the strings, manipulating deceit.
Your damned existence he forbade.
I know
Contrary to my beliefs, the world goes on without you.
Past few days have been rather trying; the weekend was great though.
Civilian life is a privilege.
Or maybe not.
What am I saying...
Never mind.
Do You Realize?
The major events of my BSLC are over.
Currently enjoying a 3 day break as a civilian; it's a fantastic feeling.
Second gig with TOC is tomorrow. Back at the same shitty place. Never mind.
It's going to be a meaningful weekend. =)
