The Apache

Back to civilisation. This week has been rather interesting. Lot's of ups and downs. Training has been hard and hectic. Adapting to it slowly i guess. More tonight.

Why I Am Alive.

i'm alive because i cant die now.
there are people who can't let go of me.
my parents for example.

that's a wildcard.
i tried.
crossing the road after 3 tequila shots.
you don't fear anything anymore.

those that i guard,
i do not love.
those that i fight,
i do not hate.

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Going back to army life. This time in sispec. Just got myself injured just now. Fuck. How am I gonna see through this week?

wadthedoctorprescribed

A bubbly, happy, optimistic personality.
Some money.
Gift of the gab.
Time.

My guide to getting a partner.
Anything I missed out?

Welcome to the suck.
My favourite phrase for these past few days.

Realise I really have a personality problem.
And I'm not doing anything about it.

Apologies to everyone that deserves it.
Shaun, Terrence, Joe, Joanna, people who probably will never see this.

The eyes and ears take everything in.
But the mouth and body refuses to react.

Welcome to the suck

Hey all, been spending money fervently. Not a good thing when money is in short supply. And with OCS falling through, well, welcome to the suck. Recommend me some songs people. Need to broaden my horizons. Two days of normalcy left. I really don't know what to write these days. Perhaps it's because I do not know how to communicate anymore. I find that ringing slightly true for me. Fuck it. Talk to me if you care for it. Take care people.

Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement

Just got my posting. Not very happy with it but there's little that I can do. At least I'll have more time for the band. Will post something before I go in on Monday. Till then, take care people.

Connectivity

Hey all, just got a new mouse and internet connection. Means more late nights for me. Not that i'm pissed or anything. It's quite the contrary actually. Alright, this will be a long update. It's been a while. I'll just run things off in no chronological manner. shit even my english has detoriartdsafsa,f. fuck...forgot how to spell that. mm okay. firstly is the departure of tallguy from the band. wish him all the best and the usual formalities. we got hari in to play for us and we also changed our name to The Oslo Castaways. working on the new site at the moment, hope i can get it up before i go in again. which bring us to POP. I POP-ed last tuesday. nearly one week. haven't been really enjoying my holiday actually. don't know wad happened. Think it's gotta do with money. The feeling of pop-ing was fantastic and lasted around two days. then, i started stoning again. especially yesterday cause its like, i'm going back in again, after the posting this coming friday. oh well. NS has been a great experience. As i always tell people, it was fun for me and they'll always say you're the only person to say that. Whatever eh? Doesn't matter. Yea, think i'll go in sispec. not good enough for ocs. hmm next up.. haha i cant think of anything much more to write.. wad a life i haf.. hmm.. been into ian rankin. great author. check him out. velvet teen, as mentioned in earlier posts. my life has been in standstill. guess it happens to all the nsf(s).. think i'll post again tonight. stay tuned.


john loves u! lol. wtf eh..