Neglect

This doesn't hold much appeal for me these days.

mm..

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Zero Sequence

Things like this affect me greatly.
I can't stand people holding a grudge or displeasure against me.
Maybe it's time I learnt the power of Whatever.

Ciggi Smoke

It has been a downhill ride this year so far.
Unlike before, God has been trying something new.
Something I mentioned in the earlier post.
Things that are beyond my control.
I do not see his purpose of doing this.
Just like I really don't know what else to say.
And as someone else said,
I always make it as if no one else can comprehend.
So I guess it's my own shit,
and no one would want to share the cubicle.

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whats worse than your own emotional baggage?
other emotional baggage.
non emotional baggage concerning you.
issues that you cant just try to make yourself happy and make it go away.
maybe that's why i don't mind having all this negative emotions.
at least i can deal with them on my own.
and its within my control.
fuck all that.
this might be the last straw.