Help.

I have,
lost sight of my,
aim, purpose, meaning,
of my life.
Sounds like,
a christian thing,
but it's not.
I'm just,
getting through the week,
by looking forward,
to the weekend,
only to,
not know what to do,
where to go,
who to go with.
There's little that,
excites,
intrigues,
engages,
me right now.
There is,
no direction,
purpose,
motivation.
Only,
escape from camp,
into something,
blank,
mundane.
It's not,
a product of myself.
I'm not,
trying to be emo.
It just happened,
and I don't know why.