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Hey all, been missing for quite a while. Internet has been cut off and there's nothing I can do about it. Hope you guys stay healthy and all. Haha. Really crappy post here. Doing this in a cyber cafe.. Bmt has been great. I must say I've had fun so far. It's not as bad as they said it would be. Lot's of stuff happened during this lapse. The one of most significance would be the departure of our drummer, Tallguy. Not that he died but he left the band. I must say that, there's not much sadness or regret. Instead, I feel excited. This change could be a defining moment for the band. Tomorrow, Crossbred's ex drummer is coming down for a trial. He's good and if he decides to stay, I think it would be great for the band. Yea.. Anyway, I'm going to POP soon. The past 2 months passed really fast. Among other things, starting to feel like i did before ns. The same blue funk, emotional, depressing feeling that comes ever so regularly. Same old issue I must say. It's just that NS somehow amplifies that feeling, that emptiness. And being unable to call certain individuals and not being able to go out with them when you really need to i just not very (something).. My english is failing me. She's still happily with her chap I imagine. Everyone is either too busy or have more important committments. Hmmm.. depressing. Let's just say, that I've reached the end of the road for now. No more side roads or alleys or avenues for me to detour to, and I've run into a brick wall. Okay, I know it's overly descriptive but that's how it is. I'm finished for now. Hope that the situation will improve. Take care people..